Diversion

You wouldn't know the turning point of your life until you reach to a point where you are required to make a small decision. And that small decision will lead you to two different paths. Each of which you don't know what has for you. If you chose a path which you thought was the one for you, it could turn out just as disastrous as my father's cooking. You'd wish to stop the time and regroup everything which went amiss. Even worse, you'd regret for not taking the other path into consideration.

I've pretty much shaped up my future in my head even before I graduated from high school. The university which I desired to enroll myself to, the career which has an utmost dignity and respect, the perfect house, car etc etc. But it all seems impossible for me, right now. Especially if you were me, it is not possible. I've been through a phase where I lost my faith in God. Where was He when I needed him? Why wasn't He there for me? Why must good things come to an end? And why, on the other hand, bad things continue to radiate their affliction to me?

My brother once told me that whatever happens, whether if it's good or bad, it happens for a good reason. And that might change your life. It is up to you to accept it or otherwise.

The decision which I made in my school days needs a diversion. I know it won't harm my future where I can see myself as a well established person. I know that whatever happens for me, it happens for a good reason. I know that if I take this path, I wouldn't look back and wish I'd had taken the other one instead. Now, I may not be blessed with everything that I wished for, but I hope God has other plans for me as my faith in Him has been restored and I no longer have any other way than that.